Sunday 28 September 2014

The Heat Music Review On Sunday; Haiwi Haiwi

Hey there, how is your weekend so far? It is sunday you know we do music review.
I have been listening to this song all week and watching the video, though the video was released back in May, I hadn't watched it yet, but the song, great.

Haiwi Haiwi, released and performed by Wendy Kimani and BienAime of Sauti Sol. I know by now you're thinking I'm obsessed with sauti sol, but naah, I love their tunes though.
Wendy Kimani is a former Tusker Project Fame contestant, though she didn't win the cash price, she's doing extremely well out here in the industry and you should check out her other videos.
Haiwi Haiwi, is a conversation between  the two, starts with Bien who obviously is trying to get Wendy but complains that she is playing hard to get. But Bien goes ahead to say that he's an artist and the world is round and that she will still bring herself back to him, really though?
Then the refrain; note that the chorus is sang by the artists one at a time, gives the song a unique touch, wouldn't be conversation without that element.
So it's Wendy's turn. She boasts of how she is missed by people in town,by that I think she means Bien. Then she continues to say that he's still a youth while she is a grown mature woman, lastly she says that Wendy is a big name.
Did I mention that the song is sang in Swahili? Haiwi means something close to "it can't be". So it adds up to the song's context. The beats are good and appealing, produced by Mushking.
The video is awesome, the setting is relevant.
There is a part in the song where Bien says "... Twende Date Ya Supaghetti, Kwenye Corner Laico Regency,.... "  to which Wendy replies "... Nasiendi Laico Regency Kimbelembele Ugali Mbichi"..
The background looks something to Laico Regency, can't tell if Laico Regency, never been there. The director did an awesome job.
So Bien walks into the bar, sews Wendy and tries to hit on her but in vain. He even offers to buy her and her girls a drink but Wendy walks out of the premises, fortunately or not, she forgets her phone on her table. Bien picks up the phone and takes it her outside to her car, she's left speechless, and that ladies and gents is the start of a happy ever after, probably, to see the video, click here.

Image courtesy of hangout.co.ke

Tuesday 23 September 2014

7 Random Things I Want to know Before I Finish Campus

Just so we are clear, I said before I finish Campus not before I graduate. Those are two very different things, and isn't graduation just a ceremony,where there are very long speeches and they call out people's names? In public?
So seven things I want to know before I get out of my university;
1. I want to know how people who do crazy things think. How do they just do things?
And after that, I want to do something crazy myself. Probably compose a four line song and sing it in four different languages and make a hit song like the legendary Ken Wa Maria. No I think I should write one with two lines and sing in 6 languages. No too absurd. Probably 3 lines in 7 languages works well. What do they say about odd numbers? Or probably sit on some toilet and come up with a brilliant idea better than that of ATM machines, what better invention would rewrite the banking history? So don't just be sitting there, do something.
2. How do corporates make such a lot of money in just a short while?
I always remember when Safaricom, under Bob Collymore made a net profit of 11bn to 6 months ending September last year. How? Considering they run adverts every other time (which costs a lot of money) they pay employees. OK, I know that adverts brings in more customers, but wouldn't they still get clients without these many promotion campaigns? I mean it's Safaricom. Bob, a tour maybe? Advertising is where I want to major in, I'll know somehow. But speaking to the guys at Safaricom would be great. I have 1001 questions.
3. How does a media house work out, it's daily routine?
I only know about selling newspapers, announcing news.
I want to know the behind the scenes, and that why I'm in campus, to know this stuff, but unfortunately our School does not have a studio or anything. I only heard about two cameras and microphones. The whole process of requesting for one is full of bottlenecks so... I'll leave it at that. I need a media tour, Jeff, Larry, Julie, anyone? Caroline? Then probably I'll be taught in class, will it end here? I need a tour.
4. I want to know From people who work, do you get bored of doing the same thing every day of the week?
It is a life fact that we go to school so that we work for the rest of our lives, till we die. So we just do the same thing every day? I think creatives cannot. Let's say like designers, they design something new every day, but keyword is design. Everyday. So designing everyday. I personally will want to do something new, something adventurous, something that will bring out my alter ego. Maybe media, PR, advertising because I will meet creatives, different diverse people everyday. Aristotle said insanity is doing the same thing over and over and except different results.Be diverse,try something new. 
5. I also want to know how this beer flavoured coffee by Starbucks tastes like. Yes it tastes like beer I know. I meant tasting it using my taste buds.
Starbucks is a coffee chain in Washington DC. So i will probably have to travel to the  States to taste this glorious probably sweet coffee. Mine are valid. What is the point if tasting (like) beer and not get drunk? Exactly the reason why I need to taste it. Our very own Java should give us some actually. That is thinking outside the box, doing something no one else has done before, for Starbucks.

6. Do touts have to shout for people to enter their vehicles here in Nairobi?
People will not board their vehicles to their homes in the evening or to work in the morning?  Not that they have much of a choice anyway, so most probably they will still board the Matatus, without the shouting. And did I mention to you that they will probably hurl insults at you when you decide to go  to a rival Matatu operator? But then Nairobians are used to this kind of thing, it is part of life, it is our lifestyle. Then you board the Matatu and the conductor refuses to return your change. Use Bebapay cards, or any other cashless payment system.

7. So you have read all the above, what are you going to do about it?
Stand up do something and be counted. Do something with your life. Do something crazy.  Come out of that comfort zone. Lastly, you can join my share brigade,share.


Monday 22 September 2014

Who really is Chris Kirubi, the sultan of swag?

Kirubi is surely a man of many hats.The flamboyant business man is known for his 49% stake in Haco tiger brands as well as majority a majority share holder at equity investment firm centum and UAP insurance group. The man is also said to have studied in Western Kenya, he said to have created his wealth from scratch. He bought old dilapidated buildings in Nairobi, then renovated them, he later sold the buildings to make profit, which I bet was large. And that my friends is how the billion dollar journey started. Right now the man owns International house in the centre of Nairobi.
Little is known about his family, therefore little is said. He is 72,he must have a family in between somewhere, "rumours" have it that he had a wife and divorced. He is also said to have children, obviously. Chris is however said to be popular among young clandestine. Not bad for a guy who got it all.
Just few days ago Kirubi was hosted at the popular talk show Jeff Koinange Live where among other things really showed his other side to Kenyans, the old man even cursed on national TV, but we all do that all the time, Kirubi is cool like that. Did I just call the Sultan of swag old man?
So who really is Chris Kirubi? He has his hands on literally everything. Just recently he disposed his 5.5 million  Safaricom shares shares. Many would wonder why anyone would sale shares from a company known to make the highest profit in the region. When asked, Kirubi answered that KCB share prices were good and so he cashed in. I mean just like that and you sell and buy? He further  added that he employs an active trading strategy at the NSE. In the transaction he is said to have made Sh.38 million profit. He is not a gambler. In the interview he insisted that numbers do not lie, more reason why he makes millions everyday.
He owns the DHL franchise in Kenya, Capital FM, which is among the most popular radio stations in Kenya and is also known for its upmarket listeners so the adverts in the station are not cheap, at all.
Recently he has been on the spotlight because of his trips abroad with the head of state, mainly because of his amazing skills in cutting and making investment deals. He has been to china, South Africa and more recently the USA for the African summit. Odd don't you think that Kirubi has been in the headlines for securing government tenders.More recently being awarded the coal power tender which was about 174 billion through investment firm Centum where he is a majority shareholder.
That put him at a sharp crossroads with lawyers Fred Ngatia and Ahmed Nassir aka The Grand Mulla. When asked about this Kirubi replied to Jeff telling him that a tender is only good when you win it and bad when you lose. He also is said to have merged with a Chinese company to supply the said jubilee laptops. It is no secret Kirubi has used his influence to secure government contracts, he has discovererd a new niche to make quick money.
Did I forget to mention how the tycoon has a lot of praise for the head of state? He and Jeff though they were not campaigning for the president it is too obvious he has full admiration for the man, I bet that did just win him another major tender. You can watch the clip here.
However this big entrepreneur is not exactly all clean as we'd think, get me wrong not, his business deals are not what I mean. "I don't know they're clean or not".
Kirubi has headed large government corporations and brought them down to their knees. Kenatco, a company started in the 70s to offer logistics solutions to traders in the jomo regime. It is said that it is was under his leadership that greedy politicians used the company to smuggle coffee in out of the country, does black gold ring a bell? Did he smuggle? He however became an instant millionaire.
Kenatco was placed under receivership after it failed to service its loans, in short, it became bankrupt. Sixteen years later Kenatco is still under receivership. According to mavulture, at one time it was sayed in parliament that the company's Mercedes limousines were sold for a meagre Sh 500, yes you read right, 500.
As if that is not enough, the Sultan of swag made sure he brought Uchumi down too, well don't know if it was intentional or not, but it just does not get down with me that a company can collapse in the hands of Kenya's leading investor, not one, but two companies. Could it have been he was given a better deal? Or just an unfortunate occurrence, fraud?  He however answered fraud charges in the courts.
He is said to have sold the Uchumi house, located at the Aga Khan walk for a mere 147 million ,a building which was worth more than 400 million. That was not enough, after selling, Uchumi was to pay a monthly rent of a whooping 1.7 million. It does take a fool to tell what was happening there.
Something was cooking.
Well what can I say, that is Forbes'(2011) 31st richest man in Africa for you.
#GoBigOrGoHome

Sunday 21 September 2014

The heat Music review on sunday

How is your sunday so far? I was thinking we start doing music reviews on sunday, is it a good idea? I thought so too.
Today we're doing Sauti Sol's latest music release, "Sura Yako" (your face). For the record, this is the group's fourth single in their upcoming album LIVE AND DIE IN AFRIKA, after hits likes Nishike and Still the one it is bad as that.
The song is great, good, strong vocals from the boys. It starts with savara(Delvin Mudigi) with "nimekuchagua wewe, nikupende, mama staki mwingine" Delvin is a creative genius I have to say, you see the lyrics you wonder how they would come out, but he sings and alas! You can't believe it, like when he says "umenikalia chapati" On a normal day who would tell that to a lady, sounds stupid but Delvin does the magic and it comes out very well. Did you know that it is Delvin who produced Elani's jana usiku?
Bien does not disappoint either his lyrics are on point. With lines like "nitakulinda kama polisi" he just out does himself and it's also a win for him too. Only that there is too much repetition but doesn't that make the song even better? When he says umenikalia chapati.
The bridge is my favourite part of this whole song. Bien wins again here. When you hear "piga densi kidogo, mama densi kidogo" you just feel like doing all the lipala you have and even do more. Lipala is the ish. Lipala dance comes out all of it at this point, you just don't force it
The song ends with Chimano doing what he does best with his deep voice. Making weird, good sounds that only makes you want to stand up and break a leg.
The song is awesome, Sauti Sol did something that no other modern afro fusion band would do. Now the video...
The setting is in a rural setting where the lead singer Bien is going to "buy"  his wife. Not literally buying, but he's going to pay the bride price at the inlaws'.
The video starts when a large crowd,probably the entourage is already heading there with a lot of dancing, that's where the lipala dance is done. They make a grand entry into the girl's parents house, and Bien is supposed to hand pick his girl from a group of girls which he does. 
This whole process is called 'ruracio' in Kikuyu which is what basically what the video is.  The choreography is perfect. Except from where the boys are singing off the crowd, the dancing is too monotonous because that's what we know is what sauti sol does, something new would have worked well though, but it's their signature thing why not, it still came out well, especially Bien's.
If you haven't watched the video yet I don't know what you are waiting for. The video is almost at 95000 hits a week after release. You can watch the official video, and the lyric video. I give the song a 7 for the originality and creativity used.
Meanwhile, vote for sauti sol  for Best African Act MTV Europe Awards. Let's bring it home.

Thursday 18 September 2014

Eat, Sleep, Rave, Repeat, but hey, YOLO!!

I read an interesting story here (which you also need to read)about us people,us!!
And they say YOLO means You Obviously Lack Originality, really,can you imagine that? Do not even get mad at that,read more. For us young people that is. If you are "old" do not feel displaced, read and share, it is fun. Why are people always talking about us?
It is weekend again apparently, approximately mid month. They say it's the middle of the month, things are hard, but somehow we(I) still get money to rave, and remember I'm on repeat mode we rave every weekend only stop to sleep and eat, I know you want to judge us me(us) but hey man YOLO!
I know this sounds cliché btw, but let me just say it; You Live Only Once is a literally wrong statement, why you ask. We live everyday and die only once, another way of saying that you have only one shot in this life you waste it, it is gone like, gone like chaff with the wind.
Not that I am the "holiest"  guy or that "holier than thou"  kind of a guy, I got my own way of living.
Today hedonism is a lifestyle. We got no regard for the bright future ahead. Funny I'd say bright future. Yes bright because no one wants or would want to have a "dark"  future ahead (isn't the opposite of bright dark?), well at least not willingly.
In the world of copy-pasting assignments, that is university for you, a lot of things go down. For example partying is the coolest thing you can do. You are the coolest "peeps"  if you had the most ratchet weekend. You are the person everyone would want to hang around with. I won't say anything about the guy who had gone for Bible study throughout the weekend.
Is that the only way to stay "cool" you  would ask? Where does a student, who doesn't work or has no investment, get money from? I'll help you get some free info.
Parents get the most ridiculous of excuses from their sons and daughters, but mostly sons because the money is used on the daughters. Get the math don't you? We mint money from our parents, and they for they do not want to disappoint us, send the money. HELB loans. Won't say no more.
Just a year ago I was in 1st year, I'll be in 3rd year next semester. I did not realize why time has moved so fast until one lecturer came in and said we only have 13 classes (we just began a semester btw). So I was thinking why do I have to pay a lot of money just for 13 classes? In a semester?
I pay the money then what? Sit for 13 classes then do the exam and move on to the next semester? Then I realized that maybe it's not just about the unit plus several other units. I'm yet to find out but I'm sure eating sleeping raving and repeating is not exactly what we should be doing.
Getting high is fun, cool? Somehow you will do all that and still get a bright future, well that is you, your partners-in-crime back then? Partners because probably right now they wouldn't be your friends, they are broke or still in suspension from school or worse never graduated. Or better still you made new partners-in-crime.
To you my friend, don't succumb to the norm, be different, network, do everything you can do to get there (keep it legit). Grow yourself.
Then again you will rubbish this, but hey man, YOLO!
It is weekend again back to the cycle, let me get back to it, slept the whole week, I just ate...

Monday 15 September 2014

The rise of smartphone "Zombies"

Two, three things have happened lately; apple launched some new devices, iphone 6, iphone 6 plus and an apple watch. As part of the launch, the legendary Irish band U2 also released an album free for download to all iTunes users.
This apparently meant that the apple users who had their automatic download on would get the album - songs of innocence in their phone whether they wanted or not, rings a bell does it not? It is the same scenario actually, everyday when we consume products  from these guys,they force these products down our throats, but that's story for another day.
This (the forced album thing) caused a major uproar from apple users who did not want the album. There was much criticism for apple allowing this deal for it's users.
For the first few hours it wasn't easy to delete the album, but as of tonight, the company has provided a direct link for anyone wishing to discard the album. This is stoty is relevant how? I'll come to that in a few.
Another thing that happened; in a Chinese city called Chongqing where apparently the city authorities divided the walking pavement into two, so that the smartphone users who are always glued on their screens can have their own walking pavement to avoid hitting or colliding with children and elderly people.
Does the smartphone revolution get any ludicrous than this? No it does not. So along the 50 metre pavement we expect road signs such as slow down Dwandlers ahead, slow down smartphone zombies...
From people's reaction to the apple/U2 marketing gimme, it is obvious that truly these gadgets have become part of us, they define us, they describe our personality. They are good, they are bad.
Today texting is the norm, you do not text you are probably living in the 80s. You are either on whatsapp, viber or BB messenger, or all the above. You are either on Facebook, twitter, instagram, Tumblr etc.
Hey before you start judging me I'm in almost all the above save for a few. I agree Sharing meaning and information (communicating) is part of human existence, yes, and smartphones help us do the above role perfectly well. But how much is too much?  Are these gadgets a distraction to our daily activities and to our one on one interaction? Are they, I don't think so.
Why would we be using them if they distract us, weren't they meant to increase interaction? How come they now come in between interaction?
How much is too much?
Research shows the response time
of a driver using a smartphone to access social media, emails or texts slows by around 37.5% while driving, that is far much higher than after marijuana or moderate alcohol, so alcohol is not that bad after all.
This "smartphone" sensation has become serious that even in the UK it has been prohibited for any driver to use any handled devices while driving.
In America, towns are fining pedestrians who use smartphones while walking.
In Nairobi you will get arrested by "kanjo" for using your phone while crossing the busy streets.
However in Nairobi it is a more strange and odd case because, Nairobians are more afraid of being mugged while texting than being hit by a vehicle, or sometimes we are just afraid of the ridiculous city council, "kanjo".
To more " better " news, there is an app being developed-Crashalert by the university of Manitoba,Canada that will use distance-sensing camera that will scan the path ahead and inform the smartphone user of any hazards by flashing a red Square on the screen.


Do not text while driving, do not text while crossing the road, when you are talked to listen,do not be a
Zombie.

Thursday 11 September 2014

Reason why president Uhuru Kenyatta was heckled in Migori, was he heckled, was he booed?

Migori has been trending on twitter everyday since Monday. This was after the president visited the area to launch an anti-malaria campaign. I haven't watched the footage though, I just have been reading around.
So it is said that, immediately the Migori governor stood to address the crowd, youths who were strategically standing (placed) just in front of the dias started chanting ODM slogans. To which party does the governor belong? From what I gather, his election was challenged it is only after the court of appeal upheld his election did he continue serving, so he is not exactly what we would call a people's favourite.
So there was heckling, youths chanting ODM slogans and chairs were all over shoes were thrown into the dias where the head of state was seated. He however, I read stayed calm. His bodyguards however threw a cordon around his tent to protect him.
The president stood to calm the crowd, his efforts were however futile. He pleaded with the crowd to give each leader a minute to speak but it all fell on deaf ears.
The president finally stood to address the crowd. His address was however characterised by muted jeers and a section of the crowd kept on chanting ODM slogans. Was he heckled, was he booed?
This is however not the first time Uhuru Kenyatta is heckled by the public. In 2013 after his endorsement as president in Kasarani, he and his running mate William Ruto went to Kisii. That however didn't turn out well. The crowd kept on chanting and they were bitter toward the duo, I'm not sure they were eventually given the opportunity to speak that day in Kisii. Compared to this one of Migori, the heckling in Kisii had a cause, though it is still heckling, they complained about replacement of IDPs and Uhuru's performance at the treasury docket, they also kept shouting at Ruto for his performance at the Agriculture and Sports ministries.
I'll take you through some prominent people who were interrupted in their speeches and how it turned out for them, mind you heckling is not always that negative, something positive always comes out of it. I'm still trying to find something positive that came out from the Migori scene, you help me out at the comments section.
Australian prime minister Ben Chiefly was beginning his speech, then when he characteristically asked the audience to lend him their ears, a man was seen throwing a cabbage (rotten)  on to the stage. The prime minister singled him out and told him "I said your ears Sir, not your head" That right there was the bomb. This got me thinking. It is said someone threw shoes at the dias, what should Uhuru have told this kind of person?
Did you know that the famous i have a dream speech by Martin Luther King jnr was not meant to be his main speech for that specific day, he was interrupted, or rather heckled.
It is said that Mahalia Jackson interrupted Martin's main speech by telling this to the hero while he read his speech, " tell them, tell them Martin tell them about the dream",
Martin stopped reading his prepared speech and improvised the rest of his new speech. That there came out positive.
Heckling is nothing new especially in the political scenes, we don't just catch feelings and start pointing fingers, no we don't do that. Prominent people have been heckled at and booed at in the past, this includes ;Bill Clinton during his rallies, Obama and his policies, George W. Bush,and the list endless. It is only right the president reaches out to all kenyans, and by the way, he handled it so cool, he was very calm and composed.

Wednesday 10 September 2014

I have a title today, a woman

Sorry guys, I know you have been waiting for this post all night, it is just that I was talking to someone, my girl, yes I have a girlfriend and she was telling me that she is pregnant, I just had to attend to that urgent matter first. Hahaha! Okay I'm kidding  but I was talking to her, and I had to keep telling her goodnight all through the past hour so that she can finally let go, and yes again I have that magnetic effect. And for the record, baby if you read this, it is just for the Page views, it has nothing to do with us. I love you always *winks*.
There was this awesome lady in her late 20s back in the days, she's about 40 right now. She had 3 kids the last of them was about 3 a girl. She was married or not, yes she was married to a man who yet does not qualify to be called one. I always tend to think he shaped the way I look at relationships and marriage as a whole, don't get me wrong though, I respect marriage and any kind of relationship.
So with this man, who I had a very very short opportunity to call dad or daddy, I can't remember how I used to call him. I can only remember few memories I share with him in my childhood days, 13 years is a very long time don't you think, a whole decade with 3 whole years and still counting! 
I remember this one time he came home from work (he travelled frequently by the way) and I ran towards him like any sane child would do because he misses the father, his reaction I remember correctly was he hit me with a camera he had bought. I don't know what happens after that but mum tells me it was nasty between them.
The second one I remember was this day daddy or dad had taken me out to some of his pals, when he was brought a glass with something inside, I thought it was water, it was bitter, bitter water.
The last and certainly the least (he could do for a firstborn son) was when he bought me a bike. I still remember it till today. I see it when I visit grandma's it is still in her store hanging in there, literally. And grandma you always said you will give me money to repair the bike, you still owe me.
The bike was the last thing I ever got from dad, daddy. Well at least I got that, my bro and sis and mum have nothing to show from him, does it matter now, it has been 13 years, the bike is still relevant.
The details towards the separation of my parents is sketchy but from what I know he was abusive and violent, irresponsible and a lot too many kids with significant others.
Mum did well by taking us from that man it would have been awful if we turned out to be like him. Mum brought us well and everyday she struggles to make us better people, people of substance. Big up mum, won't let you down.
Why does it happen that men, sometimes women neglect their families, they betray their families?
Poligamy has been the subject of discussion this week, at least it was in radio yesterday morning and the previous night on the-after news debate.
Several things came out clear ; that the African(Kenyan)  man is polygamous in nature. He always has the other woman be it clandestine girlfriend or a second or third wife. This is true. I have had experience with married friends who have girlfriends and, or have children out of the wedlock. 
One peculiar case was a man who had two wives and none of them had a clue of what was happening for a whole 24 years. I was shocked too.
Can I say about my dad? I think he had a "someone"  in every town between Kitale and Nairobi and in some towns he had more than 2, and he used to bring some of them home too, those who would appear to resemble him or his sister, at least we were told "huyu ni auntie" , " this is your auntie".
Another thing which came up was that;it is always about the woman. It is the second woman being lied to and the first wife loosing significance. The marriage bill signed by the president earlier in the year did very little or nothing at all, which you can read here, in creating partiality in polygamous marriages, but what it did was setting the ground rules, which is what we need in eliminating stigma in many moral issues here in Africa.
Issues such as prostitution, abortion and gay marriages need to follow suit. Eliminating stigma will make things safer and secure because monitoring will be easier, ground rules.
If the marriage bill was present at the time my parents were separating we wouldn't have suffered as much as we did. But we made it though. 
This post was meant to be about about my mum, I got carried away. We'll still talk about her. We do this again tomorrow night. Be safe.

Monday 8 September 2014

I don't have a title

I don't have a title. I lay on my bed, looking at the love of my life, my phone. I have got a lot in my mind. My brain(s) hurt or is it my head. I have a long semester ahead of me, I only haven't or, have managed to raise a quarter of the whole amount of fees required, I am worried or I shouldn't. Worrying won't solve anything. I have to raise the money.
I tell myself one day I will be big, I will be on top of my game, on top of the game, I'll lead the leagues, they will look up to me. Every day I tirelessly out do myself; hosting "ghost" shows, interviewing "ghost" guests, reading real adverts and many other 'silly' stuff I do. I will probably be a presenter at Capital or at Kiss or nation FM, that's what I think about all the time . It's what I want, it's what I work hard for in school.
I wake up in the morning to listen to Kiss not because I love the show, but every time I hear 'her' voice coming out of the radio, I feel it should be replace it with mine (not that her voice is bad by the way). I hear my deep hoarse voice in radio. They are not hallucinations or imaginations, are they dreams? Are they goals?
Waking up at six to listen to this radio show is an easy task for me, yes I know what you are thinking, I am too lazy, I have no purpose in life, you have all your reasons, well, they are yours.
I wake up to listen to, and learn a thing or two about radio but, unfortunately or fortunately I do that from my bed. Most often than not I'll sleep, yes again I know, I tell that to myself all the time.
I specifically remember this Wednesday morning, 'she' was interviewing Elani, you know Elani right? I dozed off. But in between I could still hear their voices, I could see myself sitting beside Maureen asking questions, I was hosting the show. Ooh!! That feeling.  My alter ego had come out of its shell. I was on top of my game, top of my league, on top of things. It was just a dream though I woke up back to reality. Thanks.
So is that the dream people talk about? Is that the epic dream? Was that the valid dreams I heard? What is a dream, what are dreams. I don't know...
What I know is that I have goals, epic goals, I will work my way, but until I achieve my epic goals I got to pay my fees.
I have nothing else to talk about today, I'm happy, I have written a blog, I have been wanting to write in a very long time, but procrastination is a killer of time. We do this again tomorrow night. Be safe.